sadness is one emotion that i refuse to display. simply because its an emotion that i despise. its not like anger, where you can let out all of your frustrations, and its not like being scared shitless, knowing that there will be a way of comfort. no. you can argue saying that being sad, you let out all of your tears, you feel refreshed. no. i hate that feeling, when you feel like you swallowed a huge chunk of something and it drowns down into that pitfall of emptiness. a feeling of anguish, taking over your body, reminding you why youre feeling this way. especially when you discover that theres no way of happiness. why must this emotion exist? why does it insist on seeping through my brain and messing up my state of mind? why is it that just one word can display such complex actions that come along with it?
i dont know.